Thursday, October 30, 2008
this is not me..sooo not me...
what happened and where did the real erika bautista go??the real erika would want to go home as soon as the semester ended..she would not stay at her apartment and find reasons not to go home..she would not choose to clean her place again and again, cook food for herself and eat it, wash and iron her clothes and stare blankly into space like she did the past week..she would not make up excuses to stay at her apartment and not go home..the real erika would not spend her money carelessly on "stuff"..she would not implusively (tama ba yung word?) buy a psp, a portable dvd player, and a new phone with her salary (which she did last month)..she would not spend 3000 on clothes and shoes in just one day (which she did, also last month)..she would not withdraw from her savings if its not for an emergency (which she also did, for her "stuff")the real erika would not encourage her sister to go make "lakwatsa"and she would not help her make excuses so her sister's dad would allow her to go..the real erika would remember herself when she was still on her 1st year, all "innocent" and so focused on getting high grades..she would remember that on her first semester in college never did she go clubbin and her idea of a great night is spent at home watching a good movie and talking to her friends on the phone..she would remember that her definition of lakwatsa is going to the mall and doing stuff with her friends..the real erika would not make up a fake cousin and say that its her birthday so that she and her sister could go to tomas morato..the real erika does not go bar hopping and clubbing..the only place the real erika knows is drews and sarahs, where she and her friends go after exams to relax, unwind and bond over some drinks..the real erika goes there and stays there only up to a certain time (latest is 2) and goes home to rest..she doesn't stay at tomas morato until 5am with guys she's just met for the first time..the real erika still drinks a lot and doesn't get too drunk..so i guess i have no problem there..haha..the real erika doesn't stay at her sister's place and tells her dad that she's at her apartment..and its a good thing that she fessed up and told her dad the truth that she's in pasig and not in quezon city..the real erika doesn't go kiss a guy (no matter how cute he is or how much she likes him) that she's just met like, for just two times..so not her!! it doesn't matter if she thinks he's cute or nice or whatever, it doesn't matter if they instantly connected the first time they met, it doesn't matter if the guy's a good friend of her sister's, SHE JUST DOESN'T DO THAT! the real erika knows better..she just does..the real erika wouldn't lose her wallet twice in two days..first at a jeepney and then the next day in gateway..damn it, the money's not important, the pictures, the IDs, the atm and debit cards, membership cards..and the sentimental value na rin..my ninang gave me that wallet..waah..the real erika would not let her friend make a fake grade slip for her to show to her parents..so that they won't know that she dropped one subject at the beginning of the sem..i mean, big whoop, so what if i dropped it? hindi ko naman binagsak eh!grabe ano nang nangyari sakin? pero know what, in a way i'm happy..its really nice to let your hair down, to do stuff na walang paki what happens next..masaya sya, yung pagiging unpredictable..but i'm never doing that again..sana..haha..
aika logged at7:50 PM
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Name: Erika Bautista
Nickname: Erika, Aika, Aiks/Aix, Ekai, Nikai
Birthdate: April 29
School: Philippine School of Business Administration
Email: eweeka@gmail.com
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ice cream
french fries
rain
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veggies
plastic people
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