Monday, November 05, 2007
wow i have a blog!
this is a picture of me with my chem classmates,kasama si sir sto.nino..last day of class to so wala lang kaming ginagawa..i gave out chocolates din pala, hehe..
i deleted my old multiply site and started a new one..under construction pa sya so i'll just put the link when it's done..may option dun if i wanted to make a link to my blogspot blog,tapos naalala ko bigla na may blog pa pala ako dito...hahaha!
and so here i am making my post..like my previous post updates nalang muna tayo..
LAST SEM:- i enrolled sa our lady of fatima university
- adjusted to my new school and made new friends (eileen,jenn,anna,tatum,jj,laarni,dan,bert,cris dami pa!)
- drifted apart sa mga old friends ko (not gonna mention names,they probably know kung sino sila)
- nagtatampo at bitter sa mga dating friends(take note:last sem to ah)
- broke up with mark(i'm not gonna go into details on this..basta yun..wala na ata talaga..)
- did ok at school(hell who am i kidding,i did great! haha!ü)
- may inaway na prof..but believe me,she deserved it!
- tuloy ang bisyo ng pag-inom,haha that's never gonna change i think..my poor liver hahaha!ü
pero know what? naappreciate ko yung mga friends ko ngayon sa fatima, kasi they're older than me, mga mas mature at iba na yung paningin nila sa buhay. yun bang we should focus sa studies dahil ang goal mo naman talaga is to get a good job with great pay to support yourself tapos your family narin in the future..kasi when i was in up sobrang pa-banjing banjing lang ako not a care in the world palakwa-lakwatsa pa and stuff, siguro dahil na nga rin sa environment ng up na puro matatalino daw..ang ironic nga eh, kung kelan ako napunta sa sinasabi nilang "lesser school", i became a better person..oha, naks!THIS VACATION:- pahirapang enrollment..walang tatalo sa pilahan grabe!
- vacation sa subic..yehezz!
- birthday parties (allie,trina,gab)
- lakwatsa galore (baywalk,eastwood,timog,makati.. ewan ko kung san na next haha..)
- got in touch with old friends (drea,mitch,joanie,manuel,wilfred,ivan,gino,ronald..)
- medyo indifferent na sa old friends(i guess if you don't see them as much nawawalan ka narin ng paki..lalo na pag alam mong wala rin silang paki sayo..)
nakakatuwa kasi when i updated my profile sa friendster ang daming nagrespond,mostly nangumusta lang,pero ung mga nilagay ko nakatext ko for a while..kagulat nga eh,si manuel pala nasa hong kong for quite some time na! salamat po sa roaming haha! wala lang,nakakaappreciate lang kasi may mga tao pa palang nakakaalala sakin (ashusus drama) hehe..tapos nito ko lang din narealize kung sino yung mga true friends ko,yung mga andyan talaga for you kahit anong mangyari..hindi sila yung mga kaibigan mo lang pag masaya,kaibigan mo lang pag may kailangan sayo,kaibigan mo lang pag nililibre mo sila,kaibigan mo lang pag sikat ka at maraming natutulong sa kanila..sa lahat ng dinanas kong problema the past few months kayo yung talagang andyan sa tabi ko,comforting me and telling me things will turn out fine..now that things are changing for the better i still want you guys by my side..kilala nyo na kung sino kayo..i love you guys, thanks for everything..
THIS COMING SEM:- full load ulit
- acads,kakaririn talaga kita!
- ipagpatuloy ang pagiging OC at effective sya, haha!
- maghahanap na ako ng bagong inspirasyon (if may makikitang papantay o hihigit sa previous one,mahirap ata yun sh*t..inspirasyon lang naman eh,you know crush-crush..)
- enjoy lang muna ang pagiging single,pero mag-eentertain parin ng applicants haha..malay mo rin diba?
- maintain friendships with those that matter,and drop those that don't
another realization for me yung quality is better than quantity..before kasi i can confidently say na i have lots of friends,kahit saan ako magpunta i always have someone na kasama ko..malawak kasi yung network eh,from elementary to high school to my org in college meron akong bagong nakakaibigan,and i think nagkakasundo naman kami ng mga taong yun..pero the time came na parang bumagsak talaga ang langit (wtf andrama sobra na yan! mali pa ata,sinukluban ng ulap b yun? o whatever..)....basta,nagdatingan lahat ng problema..sa tita ko,sa family at sa future ko,sa mama at mga kapatid ko,sa mga kasama sa boarding house,sa acads at paglipat,sa issues ng family sa bf ko,sa lahat nga sabi eh..tapos nawala lahat..yun nga,yung mga friends na inaasahan ko na makiramay man lang or magsabi ng kahit anong words of comfort..but i got nothing..siguro i expected too much..kasalanan ko na nga rin siguro yun..kasi i thought they would be there for me..pero syempre they have lives of their own and i wouldn't want to bother them with my problems..crap,nagiging drama na to..tama na nga! moral of the story:you have to be content with what you have right now,and you musn't expect anything from anyone..in tough times you've got nothing but yourself..and after each obstacle that brings you down in life you rise up, a stronger and better person..
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