Sunday, November 18, 2007
waah...i miss my brother...
Happy Birthday Nico!!! I miss you na sobra!!
birthday ngayon ng brother ko si Nico..sila ng little sister ko na si Nikka (cute nicknames no? alam mong magkapatid talaga) ay magkasamang nakatira sa Cavite kasama syempre ng Papa nila (yes, we all live with our dads..big question, where the hell is our mom? i have no idea, if you get a clue sabihan mo kami..)
and so andito ako sa bahay, walang clue kung paano ko magigreet ang aking kapatid na pagka-tagal tagal na naming hindi nakikita ni Roxanne..promise for the longest time na talaga..i miss them sooooo much pero wala naman akong magawa..that sucks right? syempre sobra...
i texted my mom kaninang umaga, told her na diba birthday ni nico today, and hindi ko alam kung pano sila makocontact..she sent me Tito Arnold's (papa nila Nico) number and told me to call him, tapos sabihin ko narin na dun daw kami magnonoche buena sa Pampanga this coming Christmas eve..hay grabe, i have to call this guy na hindi ko naman completely kasundo para lang makausap yung mga kapatid ko..syempre swallow muna ng pride at tawag..napakasarap sa pakiramdam yung makausap sila, kahit pansin na pansin yung lungkot sa boses ni Nico while he was thanking me..naisip ko tuloy, nobody deserves to be that sad on his birthday..as a big sister i should do something, pero wala nga eh..i felt so helpless, wala akong magawa para sa kapatid ko..
so here i go, naglalabas ng frustrations sa blog na to..bakit nga ba naging ganto ang situation? bakit ba kailangang magkakahiwalay kami? argh, sakit na naman sa ulo, ang dami ko nang iniisip..hanggang isip lang naman dahil wala akong ibang magawa..i hate this..i really hate this..alam ko ang miserable ng mga kapatid ko dun sa cavite (mga atribida mga pinsan nila eh, those stupid spoiled brats hmp!) kasi inaaway sila ng mga pinsan nila..and hindi ko sila madefend kasi nga hindi alam ng mga tao dun na kapatid nila kami ni Roxanne..hindi nila alam na 2nd husband ni mama si Tito Arnold and may ibang anak si mama..ang pakilala nga samin dun ay "pinsan" eh..
o well, all this writing's not gonna do anything to make my siblings feel better, and it certainly didn't do anything to make me feel better..in fact ngayon i feel worse..nakakainis talaga! may epal pang taong sumira sa aking umaga (yes ghinzel this is you, kung mababasa mo to i hope you rot in hell..i really hope you do..mag-enjoy ka nalang sa buhay mo ngayon and leave me alone, salamat..) sana matuloy yung sabi ni mama na magmeet kaming lahat this Christmas..
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Name: Erika Bautista
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