Sunday, May 13, 2007
after an era of not posting...
i am heeeere!!! haha, can't believe that the last time I posted was last year..ok, updates..last sem i:
- was still AVP for Secretariat under Kuya Kit..
- had a new Buddy: Nicholas Ian Sebastian, who is now a probi mem (congrats!!)
- still stayed sa Bhaws, Lhady left (huhu) and Mommy Yeti came in (yey!)
- made new friends (as in, mga taong hindi ko ineexpect na magiging kaclose ko..hehe..)
- learned how to play World of Warcraft (ansaya kaso minsan lang ako nakakalaro..nakakaadik sya swear)
- was medyo inactive sa ERG for a lot of reasons (which I won't put in here..)
- had a boyfriend (hehe yihee!ü)
- had my heart crushed (aww..pero nabuo rin ulit)
- lost a friend..though we still talk and text each other sometimes, it's just not the same..and that's really sad..
and this summer i:
- am no longer AVP..congrats pala to Leslie! galingan mo!ü
- have no new buddies, syempre no application period ngayon!
- am not enrolled, i want to enjoy summer!
- now out of the Bhaws, at inaayos ang papers para out of UP narin..
- lost contact with a lot of friends..sori buhay ng walang load eh, haha!
- am not playing much of WOW, walang ganun sa bahay eh..
- am very much inactive sa ERG..
- still have a boyfriend!
- am now tutoring and earning a lot! haha!
ayun..wala lang..this was on my mind since last friday eh..when I was tutoring my cousin last friday may isang babae na bumisita sa bahay nila Noah holding a baby..tapos nag-uusap sila nila Tita Nimfa for a while..nung natapos nako magtutor sumama ko sa kanila then naki-chicka, napansin ko kasi yung baby was sooo cute..tapos then my Tita said "kamukhang kamukha ni Kervin to nung bata siguro no?"
whaaaat? this is Kervin, like my ex-boyfriend Kervin's baby? may anak na sya? grabe hindi ko talaga maprocess yun that time..napaisip ako, well he is kinda the type to have a kid this age..pero still..napaisip ulit ako, what if hindi ako nakipagbreak sa kanya dati and just forgave him for what he did? what if kami parin hanggang ngayon, would I be the mom of that baby? or would that baby not exist? would i give in?
andami talagang tanong na pumapasok sa isip ko kahapon, mostly about this, tapos mapupunta sa questions like "eh anong ipapangalan ko sa baby ko?", and even up to questions like "anong magandang cd na bilhin ngayon?" (ang layo no? ganun ka-hyper ang utak ko, haha)
pero i got to thinking..if ganun parin ang nangyari samin, i would definitely break-up with him..hindi ako martir like my friend Rovan, hindi ko kayang tiisin yung ganun. i'm the type of person na, "you did this, you were unfaithful, i was wrong to trust you, let's end this." ganun. period. and besides, i'm happy with my life now, kahit papano. there's still those problems na hindi mo maiiwasan, pero diba, that's life, you gotta deal with it.
that's it. haha, i promise to post more next time, para narin kina Cass na nagbabasa nito. sorry di nako nakakareply sa emails ah..miss you na po!
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