♥♥♥

Steals my heart when he takes my hand
And we dance to the rhythm of the band
I feel his fingertips grip my hips
And I slip as we dip into a state of bliss

He brings life to my fantasies
Sparks a passion inside of me
Finds the words when i cannot speak
In the silence his heart beat is music to me

Should I risk it, I can't resist it
This has caught me by surprise
Should I let him take me to paradise
I can't hold back no more, let's do it tonight

Baby hold me, say you adore me
Never let me go, never leave me lonely
I begin to give in with no hesitation
Can't help my infatuation

♥♥♥

pasensya na at ngayon lang nakapagpost, tinatamad ako eh haha..oh eto na po..

una sa lahat, magaling na po ako at nakalabas na ng ospital..halos isang linggo din ako naconfine at sa katagal na panahong iyon, hindi man lang nila naconfirm kung ano ba talagang dahilan kung bakit di mawala ang lagnat ako at kung bakit nagmukha akong kamatis (rashes everywhere i tell you)..lang kwents haha!

pangalawa, nagpapakahirap ako ngayon dahil iwan na iwan na ako sa acads, bago kasi ako magkasakit ilang araw din akong hindi pumasok ng school (inuna ang lakwatsa haha!) kaya ngayon hirap sa paghabol ng lessons dahil exams na ngayon..haha!

pangatlo, single parin po ako at proud of it! haha, sarap kaya maging single..totoo, i'm not just saying it i really like being single..ngayon ngang naiisip ko, pagdating ng july 19 isang taon na akong single (record yan longest since 1st year college 1 year and 5 months yun dati haha!) tae..sabi ko kay rox hindi ako papayag na umabot akong 1 year na single haha, kaya bago mag july 19 i swear magkaka-bf ako haha! sana nga..kay yas sabi ko before ako mag-birthday eh pero i don't think that's gonna happen wala pako natitipuhan sa nag-aapply haha (no offense sa matatamaan sorry) kaya inextend ko for roxy haha!

pang-apat, single narin ang sister ko (pero parang hindi haha may coco kasi eh)..valentines day na sa saturday and pupunta dapat akong pnpa cavite to be darwin's date for the valentine's hop kaso tinatamad ako kaya sabi ko i'll find him another partner nalang, kung wala akong mahanap tsaka nalang ako papayag haha..ang effort kasi ang layo kaya ng silang cavite noh..at least after naman non sa pansol naman ang stay, that is kung may plano yung group nila..haha never mind..bahala na si batman haha..

lima, may bago kaming raket..pero next time na yung details kung magtagumpay ang mga plano namin ahaha! disizit na to kung sakaling matuloy haha!

anim, hindi pa tuloy yung lipat namin sa cubao, kasi pasaway daw kami ni roxanne at puro lakwatsa nalang daw kami sabi ni mama..nakakainis talaga..pinagalitan pako ni mama, sabi daw sa kanya ni mommy nagyoyosi daw kami ni roxy sa condo, pinagalitan tuloy ako..tigilan na daw namin at para daw kaming pokpok pag ganon..wah..san naman nakuha ni mommy yon?hay ewan..

pito, panata ko na ang pagkain ng gulay mula ngayon..grabe, nakakatakot ang magkasakit, grabe pa naman ako pag magkasakit, minsan nga lang pero grabe ospital ang bagsak..ayoko na ng ganon, hanggang ngayon ang sakit parin ng kamay at braso ko sa turok ng karayom (palipat-lipat ako ng IV tapos ilang beses din kinuhanan ng dugo eh), puro pasa narin braso ko dahil sa paulit-ulit na pag-bp sakin ng mga naka-duty na nursing at caregiver students, hindi pa marurunong yung iba tinuturuan ko pa haha..every two hours bumabalik sila para mag-vital signs, tae kahit natutulog manggigising talaga nakakainis..

walo, inaantok na ako ngayon at kailangan pang mag-aral kaya next time nalang ulit ha? haha, at least nagupdate diba?

prelims week na!! sobrang nakakastress yung week bago magprelims, pinoproblema ko kasi yung permit ko..kasi ba naman, naiwan ko sa taxing sinakyan ko yung filecase ko, kung saan nakalagay yung reg card ko, receipts at permit ko..good luck diba? sobrang nilakad ko pa sa accounting office lahat yun, kasi nagkaproblem sa records ko..kasi since late nako nagbayad ng tuition ko for last sem, nakalagay sa records nila na bayad ko yun for this sem at may balance pa ako..basta, ang labo nga nila eh..pero naayos rin salamat haha..

tapos nung saturday nanood ako ng awitan, ang galing ng erg as usual!! i really thought na may chance kami na mag-place kaso hindi eh, ie club won (in fairness ang galing talaga nila ang linis ng pyesa..congrats icy) second ang ciem (tinkerbell and peter pan pips, haha nakita ko si gellie and sa pagkakakilala ko sa kanya before i never thought i would see her wearing that costume haha) tapos third cursor..siguro 4th ang erg haha..o well, sayang lang..

kahapon la akong pasok pero sabi ko sa bahay may exam ako (syempre para may pera pabaon parin haha)..tambay kami sa the block (napapadalas na naman ako don since nagstart ang sem na to, pero paiba-iba ng kasama haha) kasama ko si rox, anj, jhong, tapos nameet ko si zela at jazi ba yun, can't remember yung isa pero ang kalog nila kasama haha ang saya nga eh..ininvite kami ni jhong na sa kanila magchristmas ngayon, kasi nakwento namin na malungkot samin pag pasko (lalo na kina rox after what just happened..) ewan ko lang kung matutuloy kami pero sana oo haha..

grabe hindi pa nagsisimula ang bakasyon ang dami nang plano noh? may xmas party, may star city, may baguio (4 days can't wait!), maraming inuman (haha)..good luck sa bulsa diba? haha!

uy announcement, di ko muna gamit yung sun ko..pinahiram ko yung isa kong phone eh..globe and smart still active so contact nyo ko dun..so ayun, pasensya sa mga kausap ko pag gabi haha manigas kayo (joke lang po haha peace!)..actually yung isa lang sa kanila ang manigas, guy can't take a hint argh..

ang tindi talaga ng taong gnon noh? hay never mind sa ibang post nalang ako maglalabas ng frustrations..i gotta sleep maaga pa bukas may party sa st. anne (awkward moment na naman dahil makikita ko na naman si ano..principal's daughter and a teacher? hehe..wish me luck..)

hay, isang oras ko ring pinagpaguran to ah..ok naman diba?

thanks to lady nadya for the template, flooble for my chatbox and myflashfetish.com for the widget..haha parang awards night ba? anyways..

nagpalit ako ng subjects at eto new sched tuloy..araw-araw ang pasok ko and may days na til 6pm ang class ko..buti 10:30 lang earliest first class ko, may recovery time kung sakaling maglakwatsa the night before, haha!!

latest addiction: watching how i met your mother on sidereel..i started from season 2 and now i'm almost finished with season 3..when i'm done with all episodes smallville's next, haha!ü

want to watch episodes from your favorite tv series online? check out http://www.sidereel.com they also have movies you can watch.ü

sa mga may alam na nung site sorry ha ngayon ko lang to nadiskubre eh, wala kasing computer sa kweba namin haha!

twilight with my sis next week!!ü

grabe napanaginipan ko 'to kagabi, haha ang kulit nga eh..basta, yung characters napalitan ng mga tao sa buhay ko..i'm bella, my papa's charlie and mom's renee, tapos yung cullens grabe..my sister was alice, yung bf nya si jasper, and edward..well, i'd rather not say kung sino sya..tapos yung iba super weird na..i didn't know who rosalie was pero ang ganda nya sa pagkaalala ko, then emmett was chace crawford (sabi ko sayo weird eh), sophia bush and chad michael murray (from one tree hill) were esme and carlisle..hehe pero it was a nice dream todo ngiti ako paggising haha..

sabi ng sister ko showing na daw ang twilight ngayon sa gateway, i don't know if totoo pero manonood sana kami eh, di lang sure if bukas or sunday or maybe monday..sabi nya kasi mag-antay daw muna ako before kami mag-set ng araw..ano naman kaya yung iintayin ko diba? pano kung di mangyari yung aantayin kong kung ano man yun? hay ewan..basta, i swear i'm gonna watch twilight and i'm gonna watch it kahit ako pa mag-isa..mike, this guy from my class, asked me if i wanted to watch it with him and i said no..hindi ko pa naman kasi sya ganon kakilala and tingin ko the whole thing would be weird, and i might be sending him the wrong signals..i mean i'm not into him or anything, sya lang kinakausap ko lagi kasi katabi ko sya at wala akong ibang kilala sa class na yun (regular section kasi may sariling mundo mga kaklase namin, irreg kmi both..) and i guess ok naman sya kausap pero i don't see him that way..sana sya din (hindi ko alam kung malambing lang talaga sya sa friends nya or may something na eh..hay ewan..)

anyways..diff topic, watch these clips, its from so you think you can dance season 4, sobrang aliw na aliw ako ang galing nila..i know luma na sya pero ngayon ko lang napanood eh haha..

**edited 112108: dahil sa bagong layout ng site, i removed the videos..you can still view it by clicking the "diaries" link on the left.ü

yun lang!! wala nako masabi haha.ü

Labels: bleeding love, mercy, skippin, so you think you can dance, twilight

i watched house bunny kanina with jed, hindi ako nakatanggi kasi nakailang no narin ako sa kanya before (wrong timing naman kasi sya lagi magtanong eh)..namimili kami between madagascar and house bunny eh..gusto nya sana madagascar pero i wanted house bunny (i expected maraming tao manonood ng madagascar eh at ayoko ng maraming kasama sa sinehan maingay kasi sila) so yun pinanood namin..bad idea sobra..

jed was super tahimik sa buong movie, tapos pag may itatanong ako parang hindi nya ko naririnig..grabe i might as well have gone on a date with my cat and it would have been so much better, at least yung pusa ko malambing and i can hug it while watching..not that i want to cuddle with jed but you get my point, gusto ko yung may buhay naman yung kasama ko..jed was staring so hard at the screen, i mean with all those legs and cleavage the guy had no choice siguro but to gawk..grabe talaga..

hindi ko naman masabing engrossed sya dun sa nangyayari sa movie, hindi nga sya tumatawa on the funny parts eh..sobrang ako tumatawa na pero sya titig lang talaga, masyado atang nadistract from all the sexiness haha! niloloko ko nga sya after the movie eh, sabi ko "oh, bakit hindi ka makalakad ng diretso?" tapos get this, NAGBLUSH SI MOKONG..i never saw a guy blush like that, it was soo funny..haha!

sorry jed kung sinisiraan kita sa post ko na to, pero i still had fun naman kahit ganon ka, in fairness nakakatuwa yung movie and it was my pick so kasalanan ko yung nangyari haha..sorry again..ikaw nalang pumili for the next movie (if may next pa hehe)

speaking of movies, i can't wait for twilight!! napanood namin yung trailer kanina eh..robert pattinson (edward cullen) is sooo hot! haha! he's cedric diggory in harry potter by the way..and bella swan is played by kristen stewart (yung nasa the messengers, tsaka i think she was in jumper rin)..showing on november 21 na to, gusto ko manood takte!! haha!

Labels: house bunny, movie

grabe super saya kahapon..thanks angel sa pag-invite samin, thanks jhong sa pagsama kay angel sa drews dati, thanks fish sa pagsama kay jhong sa pier one dati, thanks rox sa pag-intro sakin kay fish..thanks mom for giving me rox for a sister!=Þ

after class tambay muna kina eileen, andun sina jenn and jj, kaming apat we played pusoy dos (sobrang namiss ko sila, at sayang hindi ko inabot si anna) habang inaantay si tatum dumating..sabi nya kasi 3pm sya magpapakain (it was her birthday nung nov.8 eh) pero it was mga 3:40 ata nung dumating sya..thanks pala, sarap nung chicken n spag..i couldn't stay kasi i'm meeting my sister sa cubao ng 5pm and i had to get going dahil baka mag-antay sya ng matagal dun (turns out she was late din at ako ang nag-antay haha)..sayang hindi nako nakapag-magic sing haha..o well, it was almost 6 when we met, then we bought angel's birthday gift (hope she liked it ü) we went window shopping for a while before we went to katips (kasi we expected that the others'll be late rin ü)

mga 8pm na ata kami dumating ng drews, at halos magkasunod lang kami ng dating nila jhong..shortly after dumating rin si fish at nagstart na kami..can't remember how many drinks we had, order lang kasi ng order si jhong eh hindi ko nabilang..we had to leave at about 10pm kasi fish had to be at temple (he works there eh, organizer..) syempre rox had to come rin, and i go where my sister goes so ayun nauna kami..jhong and anj had to wait for the others eh..

so ayun..temple bar..kung saan nagsimula ang lahat ng kalokohan at kasiyahan..haha..i met ian, kristan (tama ba spelling), pol (or was it pete?ewan basta p), and zy (not sure sa spelling din, pero i have a friend na ganun ang spell so yan)..actually i met a couple of guys rin sa drews at gbelt when i went outside for some air pero can't remember their names na..and i'm pretty good at remembering names noh..i was that drunk i can't remember their names at english speaking nako..pero i'm sober enough to know what i'm doing and remember what happened..

which brings me to my song "i kissed a guy and i liked it" haha, pero i guess it was just the drinks na nagbring about nun..he was pretty sabog na non eh, kasi when we left drews nag-inom pa ata sila before sumunod ng greenbelt..ilang beses naulit yun, nakakahiya nga kasi nakita pa ng sister ko eh..way to set an example noh? ang wild pa ng sayaw ang kulit, there was one point na bumagsak na kami sa floor and we were like laughing haha..grabe mas matindi pa kami kesa sa kanila ni fish haha! anyways..i guess i like him a bit pero its no big deal..haha..

there was this creepy guy we met pala, kasi nagpasama ako kay rox sa starbucks kasi i wanted to buy a drink at makalabas din for some air (there was sooo many people sa loob, yung table namin naiinvade na nga ng ibang tao eh) so ayun..we were walking and this guy suddenly was walking with us na and asking if pwede ba syang sumama and sabi pa nya "you're gonna have fun" with him? gimme a break, he looks like he's gonna blow up the mall or something..basta, mukha syang hoodlum..haha ang sama ko..pagbalik namin temple todo sumbong kami kina fish at jhong haha..

i think mga 3am na kami nag-uwian, rox had a curfew kasi 1am daw..so sabay-sabay na kaming umuwi..fish dropped us off sa philcoa then i took a cab to my apartment, sumabay rin pala sina kristan kasi sa may tandang sora lang naman sila on the way lang din..ginising ko pa tao sa bahay para pagbuksan ako ng pinto (i didn't have my key eh)..grabe when i checked my phone there was 43 messages, hindi ko na nabasa yung iba bnura ko na before reading (kasi galing kay ___ yung msg and i don't really care kung anong sasabihin nya, most likely puro "miss na kita aika, la kaba load, sendan kita? asan ka ngayon? bakit hindi ka nagrereply?" and the like..nakapag-gm pako at naantay ko pa yung text ni rox na nakauwi na sya sa kanila, then hindi ko na kinaya at nakatulog nako haha..sobrang pagod from all that dancing haha..

so ayun, happy birthday ulit anj!! syempre tinago mo narin yung fake invitation na ginawa ko para payagan si rox sumama pero ok narin, kahit kulang yung name ni gabe at mali spelling ng name ni jhong at puro names ng barkadang girls, tapos sa guys ex-bf at nanliligaw sakin yung andun..haha remembrance nalang yan..sa uulitin po!

curious about the title? haha, we did shotgun kasi..nun ko lang nalaman na shotgun pala tawag dun haha..i was too tipsy to say no eh haha..basta, its this thing na hihithit si jhong from the stick tapos sakin nya ililipat yung usok tapos ako yung maglalabas..so parang ako rin yung nagsmoke diba? naubo nga ako at first eh pero i got the hang of it..tinry din nila rox and gabe kaso hindi nila nagawa hehe..so ayun, hindi na virgin ang aking lungs dahil in a way, parang nagyosi nako..do you think that counts? haha..umiiksi na yung list ko ng things na hindi ko pa nagagawa haha..

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pasukan na..haha..woooo...

takte hindi ko classmate si ___ sa english...closed na section nya eh..waah..

wala akong masabi haha..next time nalang ako magpopost ng makabuluhan..hehe..

can't wait for friday!=Þ

Name: Erika Bautista
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